I know that you are angry and upset with me, and I understand why-but I also want to explain myself to you. I am too uncomfortable to talk with you in person and I thought that, by writing you a letter, I could say what I needed to say without either one of us getting too upset or fighting. I also hope that you will really, really read what I have to say and give thought to it so that you understand me better. I don't think that you realize how incredibly important this is to me, but I'm not blaming you for that. I think it's because I haven't expressed myself correctly, in the way that I need to, in order to make sure that you understand how I actually feel and why...and in order to make sure that you realize what my girlfriend means to me and that this is not just some passing fancy that will only last a few months and then be over with and gone – entirely forgotten. That will not happen.
             First, I understand why you are upset about the other day when I climbed the wall to my girlfriend's room and her father caught me in there with her. I can see that it looked bad and why people thought what they did, but I can honestly assure you that I did not have any dishonorable intentions. I was not climbing into her room for physical pleasure of any kind. I only wanted to see her and talk to her for just a few minutes, and then I was going to leave. I hadn't even planned to climb up the wall, but had only planned to wave to her and smile at her from the street below. However, I wanted to see her so badly that, when she suggested I climb up, I was unable to say no. I was consumed with the need to be near her and talk to her face-to-face as opposed to only seeing her from her window. I was not trying to cause trouble, and I now wish that I would not have climbed the wall, but everyone makes mistakes in their life and I cannot go back and change what I have already done.
             Please, dad, I really need you to understand how much I ca
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